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| Excited... my love comes home tomorrow.
yay.... we're going to have a fun-filled week....and life together...
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| It's Thursday.... 13 more days left. I feel like I'm going crazy. I need more sugary cereal, like Fruit Loops or Cocoa Puffs.
Mom returns from her cruise on Saturday, but I don't know when she'll
be back in Virginia Beach. I'm really lonely. I miss her cooking, but I
have to say that I am a good cook. It's hard with her AND Chris not
being here because if I need something, that means I have to be an
inconvenience to people. I'm sure Sandra would get me anything I
needed, but it's still weird because I just met her.
I don't have a ride to Drumline practice either. I hate asking people
for rides, I feel like I owe them something. I feel stupid because I
don't drive yet. I'm still just 16.
I just took 2 pills: Motrin for Migraine Pain. My head's killing me. I
wish I had some Midol, but I guess I took them all in the last couple
of months.
I'm tired of not having friends anymore. I used to have great best
friends. Now I'm all alone- and it's not even my fault. Whatever, I
don't need them I guess. I just wish I could have someone to talk to,
about girl stuff you know... and sex, guys, regular life stuff. I wish
I could have someone or some people who would just drive over and spend
the night and I wouldn't get tired of them come night time. I wish I
could have friends to just sit around with and not have to say anything
because we're so comfortable. I guess I'll only ever have that with
Chris. Maybe people at Kempsville are just not mature enough, and most
of them aren't ready to talk maturely about sex and guys. They get all
giggly and stupid when they talk about it. And people I thought were
okay and could be possible mature-friend material are just too
self-centered to talk about anything besides what THEY are doing and
what's going on in their lives. I'm tired of helping so much. I deserve
a little friendship too.
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| Drumline Pool Party postponed.
Full Band Practice on July 19.
I had one of the best nights last night with Chris.
Chris leaves today for Germany for 2 and a half weeks. His plane
doesn't leave till 7:30, supposedly. I'm going to miss him so much. He
says he will call every night- he bought a phone card with 600 minutes.
 I miss him already.
I gave Leah my numbers. I don't know what she's going to talk to me
about. It shouldn't be too hard talking to her, since we ARE
soul-friends, after all. Franny is going to hate me. Well, some people
just never knew anything about friendship, did they? No.
I'm hungry. But first I have to feed my kitties.
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| It's been a while. I'm too lazy to write.
I miss Leah.
I'm getting excited/nervous/happy about marching my lil bass drum.
I wish I had at least 2 or 3 close girlfriends that I could share
anything with...secrets, embarrassing things, sex stories, etc.
Best friends are hard to come by.
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| So today is payday. Yayyy.... wish I didn't have work after this,
but I do. From 3-7pm. And tomorrow from 10am-2pm (i like opening
because it's not so stressful)
Ooooo I wanna see The Amityville Horror. It's rated R and I'm a wee one.
How does that work? If there is an adult with me who BUYS the tickets
for me (i pay them back, of course) then is it okay? I am dying to see
it.... i love movies about haunted houses! Yea, then I complain at
night when I can't sleep.  Tell me if you wanna see it with me!
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